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How can I love music so much, and yet not be able to make it? I feel genuine euphoria when I listen to great music. When I watch someone perform, I get goosebumps. I get a rush.

I would literally be content living in a cottage by a lake in the middle of nowhere-a woodsy middle of nowhere-with a guitar. But I can't play guitar, not that I ever tried. I can't sing, and I've tried. Someone teach me how to play? Or start me off?